Have you ever been bullied? Well I have and it did not feel good what so ever. The aweful feeling of not fitting in, and the feeling of being laughed at hurt a lot. Let me share with you my story/experience on being bullied. Well the first time that I remembered getting bullied was in my elementary school. Well we were watching the movie The Incredibles and you know the scene that the mom was driving the plane and the kids did not have their seat belts so they began floating everywhere in the plain. well I thought that that scene was funny so I started laughing and while I was laughing I had gas YES gas but not the gas from burping. So I sorta farted during the movie but it was an accident so then every kid in the class room started laughing at me. But that's not it they laughed at me from throwing. A gas throughout the whole year they would call me names and it just wasn't the same nomore, after that happend I hated school. Now here I am in middle school hoping to start over praying that these 4 years turn out great. But instead it turns out worst this time they aren't making fun of an accident I did they're making fun of my vision and the way my eyes move and since I'm shy they think it's been more funner cause they know how I wouldn't stick up for myself. So I talk to my teacher and tell her and then she tells me this "when ever they laugh at you again just start laughing with them too" but what she didnt realize is that it's not that easy especially for a shy girl like me. So then after getting laughed at throughout middle school and elementary school here comes high school and now I'm thinking to myself "Great! Now I'm in high school let's see how this can get any better". Here comes freshman year I'm in gym class now everyone starts staring at me. Then I go off to reading class very one starts teasing me cause I'm always so close to the board and to my assignments then I'm in math class. Now math class was very difficult for me cause again I was very shy and I didn't get anything about algebra so I never rose my hand in class and I never asked the teacher for help cause I was shy and scared that somebody might tease me cause if the way I talked. So I failed algebra. Now my sophomore year was one of the craziest years cause this was the first year that I have ever skipped class. YES! I skipped class but a lot of people didn't understand why cause I was such a good student I never got in trouble or never disobeyed the teacher. You may ask yourselfs "I wonder why she did that" but the reason why I skipped class was cause of being bullied and laughed at a lot I hated it I couldn't take it anymore. And also I didn't write this out earlier but every single day or atleast a lot of the time I would beg my mom not to take me to school and if she did I would try to act sick to go to the nurse and leave school. Back to the subject so I was skipping 4th period and my teacher found out so she told the dean and tgen I got in trouble and the cops came in and everything. And they wanted me to get counseling when really I was just misunderstood. And soon after this happend I did the craziest thing that I have ever done which I'm so scared to write right now. But here I go ok well I started cutting. YES!! I know it sound crazy and stupid but I just wanted to hurt myself cages I was always si shy to do anything I just hated myself at that time. I'm not gonna tell you exactly what my parents did to find out cause that would be emberasing lol but I know that they loved me a lot and they just wanted me to understand they're pihnt if view. So after my cr sophomore year passed I entered my two favorate school years so far which was my junior and senior year. Btw those two years where the only school years so far that I have not gotten bullied on cause I have gained so many amazing friends. And then I graduated and let me tell you something when I did graduated I finally noticed how strong I was. I went through so much and I finally made it to my graduation it was one if the best feelings ever. So I know how it feels!! Alone. Made fun off. Hurt. Misunderstood and this sounds crazy but I know how it feels to eat lunch in the bathroom EVERY SINGLE DAY for a full year cause I hated being laughed at during lunch too. So I know!! I know!! That's why I wonna help.cause I've been there. I've been in your shoes.
My opinion on bullying
I want bullying to stop weather it's in our schools, social networks or wherever. I know how it feels and I don't want any other innocent kid to go through what I went through I really don't. Btw bullying is mainly the leading cause of suicide and depression in teens. So make a difrence wheat her it's a little club in your school or defend the victim being bullied. MAKE A CHANGE!!
STAY STRONG!!
Stay strong and never give up. What ever your going through it doesn't even have to relate with bullying just stay strong. Keep your head up beautiful and be brave!!!!!!!!!
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